| I am the 5th generation of women psychics in my family and I was the one so smart to block the whole thing most of my life. As daughter of a rebel psychic mother, grandmother, great-grandmother and great-great-grandmother, it was no surprise that since I was only three months (1966) old, I have been seeing ghosts, flashes, clouds, other paranormal anomalies and am I perceiving life on a different level than most people do. My entire childhood was build around researching paranormal voices (EVP) and spirit communication which started when I was eight years old in 1974. Mom brought home paranormal books which she borrowed from an acquaintance for some reason and that’s how we discovered another world from which we knew it existed in the back of our mind, but was getting hidden in this reality. My mom became a succesful psychic and magnetic healer and often people came to her when doctors didn’t have answers or treatments to heal them properly. There indeed were cases the person in question got healed from whatever they seem to have. Mostly pain relief was the most important reason for considering my mom in which she apparently succeeded with lots of success. Even at the age of 75y people phoned my mom, because they had heard from her although she already was retired. It was always magic wandering around all paranormal fairs my mom was working on in the eighties. With a mini-documentary filmed for TV my mom had been the subject of research and education for universities. And in those days was not yet labeled as pseudoscience, because scientists don’t have answers to some questions. That does not mean it doesn’t exist and should not be for other people who labeled themselves as scientists with their own set of rules to determine. Once a week I went with my mom to the paranormal/spiritual evenings classes. During the first ever psychometry session exercise (I was 18), I had to read from a necklace containing a closed locket (medaillon). Feeling quite uncomfortable on going first while adult people were staring and listening at my reading; I seem to have been so accurate in this first ever reading I instantly got failure anxiety and it was the last (non spontaneous) reading for many years to come. After this very clairvoyant moment experience, I’d been blocking my psychic abilities most part of my life as much as I could. From then on my life was one big aimless wandering around happening. Which in short comes to this: Since 1989 entrepreneur coffee expert/import, since 1999 blogger/writer, mom of world’s leading Quadridexter hyper photo realistic painting artist Rajacenna, kidsTV producer, red carpet photographer, immune deficiency issues since 1993, published 45 own (successful/wellknown) websites, wrote 4 books, ghosthunter. Being the first wanting to see things with rational explanations, I have been strongly against and was always very sceptic about Tarot readings. Unexplainably I suddenly got a deck and intuitively wanted to figure out how the world of Tarot works. I did many experiments to come to the conclusion that the energy around the cards were magic. Since then I’d studied and practiced as a professional tarot reader, but never got the same satisfaction and accuracy as when I psychically naturally read people as I saw and heard them. During my life, as incognito psychic, I encountered spontaneous events all the time. Beside predictive dreams, knowing the right numbers at the right time in casino or other ocassions, knowing names of unknown people, spotting first prices when I ran totally in trance on funfairs to the next amusement thing. From seeing visions of past lives from my mom and other people to light flashes, cloudy things flying around, orbs and experiencing paranormal activities at home. All my life I unintentionally naturally without thinking, scan people chronically on a daily basis and often know a lot about their life or passed loved ones which I always kept for myself. Until I came to the conclusion that blocking this all hadn’t been such a good idea for my overall health and life. Also I never felt home in my daily activities and did had that feeling only while being psychic. Apparently I keep being pushed to be a psychic medium afterall and did I came to the point that I couldn’t fight it anymore. |
